Welcome to inspiration in progress!!!


This is a new beginning.

       From the written words of the past consolidated within this blog to inspire the innate wisdom and creativity within the essence of who I am connected to the consciousness of the spirit of this planet today

Monday, August 25, 2008

Manifest

Manifest

Manifest this! Manifest that!

Baby, I want to manifest. What a wonderfully
powerful word.

Say it ten times fast!!

This is differently my word for the month! No. The year! No. The rest of my
Life!!

I can manifest anything I want.

Ask and you shall have.

Just ask the universe.

If we have enough faith that the universe will provide for us think of the
Immensity of possibilities we could create,
not just for you and me but for
every living creature, tree or rock on this planet.

True freedom the making?

What a beautiful world this would be and it begins with that first twinkle of a thought Filled with light.

Yes! I can.


Manifesting is done all the time.
Everything you dream or wish.
Every thought or idea that we think and comes true has been manifested by you at some level of your conciseness, so why not go one step further?

Expand the mind to the limitless. Set the seed of the true empowered nature of our spirit.

One soul at a time.

The universe is here to provide for us.

Yes! I would like to have enough money so I can live a comfortable life, along with all
The other interests and opportunities that are assessable to us but why stop their?

We have the power within us as a group conscience to change the world as we know it but why stop there?

If we truly believe we can access the universes energy and light than we have the ability to affect change not only on this planet but on every level of awareness here or anyplace else that’s in existence.
Now that’s an empowering thought? Isn’t it?


True freedom.


Manifested by the believe that anything is possible.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Fractured

Are you sure you want to know?

Face to face within myself.
The mirror stares back accusing me.
My illusion becomes distorted as it
cracks like ice, lying around me like
shattered fragmented pieces.
The sharp edges remind me of where
I used to be when:

Betrayal followed trust.

Honesty included deceit

Love was intwined with hate

Safety in delusion was my illusion
when truth overwelmed me with
fear

Monday, August 18, 2008

Suicide hit




Give me a hit
Give it to me!
I don't care if it hurts
I want a direct hit.
I want a suicide Fix
Give me that line
that will blow my mind.
Take me out.
I just don't care
Take me
Take me....any where but here


Uncontrolled emotions
Desperate pain
My physic can't stand it
Living in my rigid sense of realality
I want that suicide fix

Absolute kayos
Like spinning around on a rotisserie
borderline madness,
takes me to the edge.
the punisher within brings
me one step closer to hell.
what a mind fuck
and I always survive

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Trust

Testing testing 1, 2, 1, 2 testing...

take a break, your not really flying the plane anyways
give yourself a rest

don't give up

God is with you always
Believe this Satwinder and everything will be alright.

I love you

Friday, August 8, 2008

Nobody, nowhere

Nobody nowhere
My comfort zone on the street
No one can touch me
because I'm not their
My zone is closed to all who care
Especially if you want to make me
a somebody, somewhere


Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Seeking Self

My inclination has been self annihilation

A voracious appetite of my senses

always searching
for the ultimate self serving agenda

I've done a good job

The comatose blanket covers me well

My sense of self has been smothered

My sense of colour has been dulled to gray

I've bullied myself in to an uneasy suppression

My heart still pounds though- waiting....waiting
waiting for me to take a breath.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

nameless

Fleeting thoughts escape

Vanishing into an assortment
of scattered memories

The past, always the past

A sense of lose. A moment of peace
A lonely love affair abandoned
A journey yet complete

Sadness embraces

Sapphire

Sapphire

Blue fire

He humbles me

Shifts into motion reminiscent to liquid

I'm in awe

I'v placed him under the soft glowing light
of my lamp on my desk.

Magnified in brilliance

His home is amplified by the glass

My muse

Sleek

Midnight black and sapphire

His fanned tail crimped silk

Silently gliding threw his world

Poised and graceful

We spend the afternoon together in peaceful
meditation

I am blessed

Being There



Being There

How do we know?

Just to know whether I'm here or their, is love

Love is love

But, how do I know if I don't understand?


Confusion is love
Pain is love
Powerlessness is love
Anger & frustration is love
Judgement is love
Acceptance is love

Turning the lights one by one. Is love

The wonders that we create in all our splendor into
the everlastiing expansion of unconditional love

It just doesn't matter
Matter doesn't matter

Just being there

Is love

Saturday, August 2, 2008

The war within the addict


Another day. Another war

When I wake up, I know

at one point during the day I'll

be in combat.

The war of all wars

Tears will be shed.

Blood expelled threw the spears of comflict

Pressure

Heart Palpitations

My breath stops short within my chest

Where do you hide when fear is knocking

at your door?

I can feel the silence

I can't stand the noise